Where I Live
Duet for Soprano, Bass, and Baroque Ensemble
Lyrics by Anne Sexton
COMMISSIONED: Carole Buck Sells Foundation
PREMIERE: Judith Nelson soprano, members of the Philharmonia Baroque Orchestra, April 1987, San Francisco Museum of Modern Art
DURATION: twelve minutes
PUBLISHER: All Conrad Cummings works are self-published; contact him here
INSTRUMENTATION: soprano; bass; Baroque ensemble of two violins, viola, cello, and harpsichord
Excerpt from the premiere performance at San Francisco Museum of Modern Art:
“Where I Live” was commissioned for a colloquium on the Baroque in contemporary architecture and music at the San Francisco Museum of Modern Art. The theme was to be Apollo and Daphne. What to do for lyrics? Diane Middlebrook came to the rescue with this amazing poem of Anne Sexton’s. It takes a tree awhile to awaken to her song. You can hear her gradually coming alive in the first minutes. And check out the poem’s surprising rhyme scheme.
—Conrad Cummings
Where I Live in This Honorable House of the Laurel Tree
Lyric by Anne Sexton
I live in my wooden legs and O
my green green hands.
Too late
to wish I had not run from you, Apollo,
blood moves still in my bark bound veins.
I, who ran nymph foot to root in flight,
have only this late desire to arm the trees
I lie within. The measure that I have lost
silks my pulse. Each century the trickeries
of need pain me everywhere.
Frost taps my skin and I stay glossed
in honor for you are gone in time. The air
rings for you, for that astonishing rite
of my breathing tent undone within your light.
I only know how this untimely lust has tossed
flesh at the wind forever and moved my fears
toward the intimate Rome of the myth we crossed.
I am a fist of my unease
as I spill toward the stars in the empty years.
I build the air with the crown of honor; it keys
my out of time and luckless appetite.
You gave me honor too soon, Apollo,
There is no one left who understands
how I wait
here in my wooden legs and O
my green green hands.
Premiere performance of “Where I Live,” Judith Nelson with members of the Philharmonia Baroque Orchestra:
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