At the Window
Concert Aria for Soprano and Electroacoustic Ensemble
Lyrics by the Composer
COMMISSIONED: The Paul Dresher Ensemble/Cal Performances/Amy X Neuburg, as part of “They Will Have Been So Beautiful”
PREMIERE: December 5 and 6, 2014, Zellerbach Playhouse, Berkeley CA
DURATION: 5 minutes
PUBLISHER: All Conrad Cummings works are self-published; contact him here
INSTRUMENTATION: soprano voice, clarinet, two electric guitars (one doubling electric bass), keyboard, violin, Marimba Lumina
Excerpt from the premiere performance:
“At the Window” from “They Will Have Been So Beautiful,” music and lyrics by Conrad Cummings from Conrad Cummings on Vimeo.
In exploring ideas, I shared with Amy X Neuburg a text that I was considering setting in a composition – photographer Diane Arbus’s 1962 application for a fellowship from the Guggenheim Foundation. In this single typewritten page she eloquently and poetically defines her then-revolutionary aesthetic, that the commonplace habits, rituals and social spaces of everyday life hold a meaning and importance that will only be understood in the future, because “they will have been so beautiful.”
Amy and I felt that Arbus’s writing and the aesthetics of her extraordinary body of work would be a compelling organizing principle for our project. We decided to commission a stylistically diverse set of eight composers, who would each compose a song-length work for Amy and the Electro-Acoustic Band, which would soon celebrate its 20th anniversary. The works would be in some way inspired by Arbus’s celebration of the commonplace and of the “ceremonious and curious.” Each composer was asked to select or create one or more photographic images and find or create a text connected in some way to the image, and to use these as the basis for their composition. Amy and I would each write a new piece with the same guidelines, to make it an even ten.
—Paul Dresher
Walking in Diane Arbus’s footsteps, as Paul and Amy asked, is quite a challenge: find an image, a ceremony of the everyday, then write the song it inspires. Where should I start? I guess from where I always do, right after breakfast. Write some, stop, write some more, stop. Wonder if it will be brilliant; dread that it will be stupid. Then remember that it will be neither. Just work ahead like any other day. And feel so lucky that there’s someone in my life who can remind me of that. A huge thank you to Paul and Amy for bringing this wildly variegated collection into being. I’m so proud to be part of it. I hope Arbus would be pleased.
—Conrad Cummings
At the Window
Concert Aria for Soprano and Electroacoustic Ensemble
Written for Amy X Neuburg and the Paul Dresher Electroacoustic Ensemble
Music and Lyrics: Conrad Cummings
It’s always best to go straight from breakfast.
Too much time and you lose the ease,
The sense that slowed-down work might get fast,
That yesterday’s measures might increase,
That today an idea might come as thoughtless
As though it had been un-asked-for, a spotless
Turn of notes, a harmony
So riven with longing an armory
Of musical troops, holding
Their contracts high, would still
Be stopped, mid-breath, a chill
In the room, and then they’re folding
Their parts, putting away the stands –
A music so deep each one understands
The purpose of life.
Unless it’s stupid.
A train-wreck of pointless effort. What
Made me think I could make a lucid
Phrase, let alone a story?
But I need to be adored, and worldly
Fame seems so important early
This winter morning.
Who’s it really for?
Three hours from now you’ll step
Into the room, and the steely
Light will change, and my inept
Efforts to court greatness will simply
Disappear under the swiftly
Growing influence of your smile.
Can we just sit here for awhile
And laugh, and talk, and see the muddle
Our daily labor always entails
As something ordinary that fails
To either soar or crash, a bubble
That floats and sometimes pops?
This view that settles my life, it comes from you.
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